Fading

I thought you said forever

I thought we promised together

But now I’m left with this empty feeling
And no one to blame but myself

I can’t explain where the pain is coming from

All I know is that I’ve been here before
And it hurts more than words can say

Please just let me fade away

I don’t want to cause you this pain
In which I’ve caused upon myself

I just want to crawl into a safe little corner
Hiding from all the truth

They say we’re our own worst enemies
But what happens when your enemy’s got you in defeat?

My blood shot eyes may lie
But the tear stained cheeks will not

So please just stop the agony
Whatever the solution may be

I need some time to heal these wounds
Hides these scars
And mend these cracks

I need a breathe of fresh air
A sound of reassurance
A sign of hope no longer lost

I need you to fall back into my life
And remain in my life as promised

But I guess our promises faded
And forever has wasted away

Everything means nothing
And our beginning was our end